January 02, 2012
out with the old, in with the new
happy new year, friends :)
soo, i'm probably the only downer in the blog world to say this- but i've been feeling kinda aimless these last few days.
with a new year starting once again, i find myself uncertain of the future. and that negative voice keeps saying that i should have it all "together" by now. NOTHING good EVER comes out of comparing oneself to another...
however, sometimes i feel like all i do is trip over younger, more successful people than me, who have their futures all lined up for them.
so i decided to make a list of everything i've done this year... and honestly, it felt pretty rad.
2011 was a year that saw me making all sorts of dreams come true. i also felt positive energy that i've been craving for years flow into my life- from many different sources and people.
it started off pretty badly, but 2011 got better and better with each passing month. and that's encouraging :)
my life has been going in exactly the right directions, and i want to keep it that way. so for 2012, i want to expand upon those goals. but i want to do it starting with faith and love.
when i treat every conversation i have as an expression of love... when i seek to find something special in every single person i see... and when i let go of all my expectations... everything, without fail, starts to come together.
above everything else on this list, this is what i strive to do more of in 2012. to let go of fear, and let love in a lot more :)
with that in mind...
thank you all so much for coming on the journey with me this year. it means so much to have found people to share these parts of my life with.
much more to come :)
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